Love is like the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow…

Good Bye

Dear X…

Wow, it’s been a week since you broke up with me again.  You know you broke up with me in the most fucked up fashion too. How can you still try to be my friend? Are u purposesly trying to ruin my life?

I don’t know how ur so easy to just walk away. Liar! Liar!- How you sit there and tell me that you care alot bout me and that I am really great and all that – and then the next day? What happend? WHY DID YOU leave? AND WHY DID IT TAKE TO THREE DAYS TO COME UP WITH AN EXPLIANATION?  Was It a real excuse? You texted me that you had a emergency- how hard would it have been to say you had to watch ur sisters kids?  HOW FUCKING HARD! INSTEAD U DRIVE ME CRAZY!!! WONDERING WHAT THE HELL HAPPEND!  I mean who leaves a boyfriend/girlfriend a day before they move 3 hours away?  NO good byes.  NO REASONS.  JUST DEVASTATION.

HOw am I supposed believe you?  HOW CAN YOU SIT THERE AND ASK ME IF i want the stuff I gave you for valentines day back? YOU LIKE INSULTING PEOPLE!  WELL GUESS WHAT- since you insulted me- I am going to insult you! YES I WANT THEM BACK- I WANT EVERYTHING BACK- I WANT ALL THE DINNERS I BOUGHT YOU… THE MOVIES I RENTED… THE TIME I SPENT WITH YOU… THE POEM…. THE RING TONE I BOUGHT FOR U… I WANT MY HAND BACK, AND MY KISSES… I WANT THE back RUB BACK! I WANT THE SONGS I SUNG BACK! I WANT THE HOURS OF THINKING BOUT YOU BACK! I WANT THE WEEKS OF DEPRESSION BACK! I WANT EVERY BIT OF ANYTHING THAT I GAVE YOU BACK! NOTHING LESS!

Go ahead and cry- maybe your new boyfriend will treat you like you treated me.

YOU ARE JUST LIKE THE DEATH OF ALL THINGS LIVING ON THIS PLANET>>> WHERE EVER YOU GO… WHAT EVER YOU TOUCH… DIES INSTANTLY! AND YOU DON”T EVEN NOTICE!

YOU COULD SAY THAT THIS IS MY OWN FAULT! SO WHAT! YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME! USED ME, DRUG ME THROUGH THE MUD! WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THAT!

I HATE UR FREAKING GUTS! YOU SLIMEY LITTLE GIRL! GROW UP AND TAKE A LOOK AT UR LIFE AND HOW POINTLESS IT IS!

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